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[Blooddread]

well here we stand at the end of it all...yea its finally hit me...and i dont know how im gonna take it...some things will change...some wont...scary thing is....the things we hold closest will be those to change...just a part of "Growing Up"...something i for one dont want anything to do with at this point....nothing i or anyone can do....but fuck this isn't gonna be easy....you look around and everything is settled...everything has just become part of your comfort zone....and now...its doing a 180 on you...what happens now?...i dont wanna think about it...but it just keeps coming back...its been the best 4 years of my life...(**specially this last semester**)...but now im scared again...i dont want to have to adapt again...and lose what i have...but i know its gonna happen and theres nothing i can do...kinda got that feeling of wishing you could just stop time and live in that one moment...sadly...im not a high enough level for that skill! >.<.....

thanks alot guys for everything youve done...thanks for being there for the ups and the downs...thanks for being the best friends a person could have...more than just friends...family...

Ripz 4 Life

Blooddread A.K.A Ryan

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**I Love You Burn A.K.A Meaghan**